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Name: Brittany
Location: Dallas, Texas
Gender: Female
Interests: underoath//from first to last//eighteen visions//emery//thursday//chariot//my chemical romance//finch//the used//between the buried and me//everytime i die//as i lay dying//a static lullaby//senses fail//straylightrun//bullet for my valentine//avenged sevenfold//afi//funeral for a friend//atreyu//incubus//hawthorne heights//deathcabforcutie//spitalfield//silverstein//from autumn to ashes//and god i could keep goin for longer but im too lazy but other than bands//skateboarding//unique hair//friends//pictures//art.....lots more but too much
Expertise: musiccccccccccc and saving the world
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  thebrittany008
Yahoo:  ask8rzlove@yahoo.com
Member Since:
10/23/2004
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| im giving it all up for him,
hes my main focus
im not letting go
just please, dont let me end up alone | | |
| this has been on my mind for a while,
dont worry
take a breath,
this isnt bad
the things you say to me
make me feel happy
and scared to death
ive been in love
and i wound up hurt
..really hurt
it really made my life alot more, complicated i guess you could say
you scare me
youre falling for me
im not saying thats bad tho
i honestly, knew this would happen
i can predict these kind of things
trust me
i have scars, from the past
i will try to be open, but sometimes its hard
you have no idea the kind of pain i have been thru, the things ive thought
and thats not your fault
i really like you
and i dont want to ruin things
im just scared
and everytime i start to get close to someone
i run.
my advice to you is
dont let me run
dont give up on me
show me im worth your time and your effort
hang on to me
cuz im goin to try to run
i know i will
i always do
when i start to fall for someone
i get scared
and all i know to do is run.
im falling for you
and im so scared of love
and all that
things dont work out for me
they never have
and i dont know why they would change
but youre different
theres something about you
that i trust
that i want
maybe even need
im sorry im so complicated
but if you want me
this is how i am
ill try to help you understand
but it will take time
if you dont want to deal with this
get out of it now
before its too late
cuz it will only get worse
YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH ME
im not saying that in a cocky way
its just that
it always happens
i dont want to sound concieted
but everytime someone even likes me
and then they start getting to know me
like you are
they fall in love with me
so im warning you
it will happen
but dont be scared
i will never hurt you
i promise
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| Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
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| its done.
it was all an act,
all bullshit
all lies
why did i fall for this AGAIN?
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